#LiveOn

Recently I have been searching the internet as well as noticing in the media and on social networks people are losing people they love to suicide. The main reasons in society today, that are forcing the youth and others to take their own lives, are bullying and feeling neglected by family, friends or actually society as a whole. There are many organizations out there that are trying to help (such as the It Get's Better campaign and The Trevor Project) and seize this growing epidemic but it seems as though it's not enough. This post is just to let everyone out there know that life is beautiful and it deserves to be lived by EVERYONE. There will always be someone or something in your life that will bring you down but what matters most is getting back up, facing everyone, everything and anything in the face and saying YOU HIT LIKE A BITCH and walking away stronger than ever. Anything that is thrown at you is simply a test to prove not only to others but to yourself that you are strong enough to make it through and don't you EVER forget that.

I have gone through my share of ups and downs (mostly downs) and I have dabbled in the self harm category but at the end of the day I've realized that yes, it does help and it does remove the pain from my head and my heart, but it doesn't last long and whatever problems I was facing are right there laughing at me in the end and the only way to rid them is to stand up, chin high and face them. Cutting, taking pills, doing drugs constantly are only little gateways to another world that fades and fades quickly. When you wake up in the morning after an episode or after a breakdown you realize that the problems are still there and hurting yourself won't make them go away. Do I have scars? Of course but I look at them as signs of strength, as signs of showing everyone that yes I have done things to myself but I am still here and I am still going to make a name for myself. I am going to #LiveOn and live for another day until I can finally say I am the happiest I have ever been. I will #LiveOn to make a difference, to show and prove to everyone that has EVER doubted me that they were wrong and that I am here and I am here to stay. 

It is hard, it is NOT going to be easy, you will go to War with not only others but yourself as well, you will fall, you will fail, you will hurt, you will break but you will NEVER be defeated. Always look towards tomorrow and know that there is nothing better than life itself and there are people out there who are here to help you get by and help you survive, including myself. You guys don't know me, and we may never meet face to face or anything but just know I am here for you, I am here to listen, I am here to talk with and I am here to help you from experience not only what I read, but from pure experience. I've been bullied, I've been neglected, I've been hurt and I know pure pain at its best, so know I am here for you.

If you are reading this post right now then you have to know that no matter what you are beautiful, you are strong, you are courageous and you are WORTH IT and you should never let anyone tell you otherwise.

Tweet #LiveOn and show your support to everyone who needs it.

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